Blah, Blah, Blah!

I've definitely got a bad case of Blah-itis! In all aspects of life, this week has been yuk.

I seem to have absolutely no motivation, or enthusiasm for scrapping this week - probably because my Mojo is missing in action yet again. I have opened up numerous photographs in Photoshop ready to get started, but there's just no flow of creativity coming, which is just making me frustrated.

To be honest, I'm not surprised. I feel like I've not stopped at all this week - this is week 2 of Ethan being at school, and he's there from 8.55 am to 1.30 pm this week. Unfortunately, I work over the other side of town, so I'm having to take him to school, rush off to work, and then leave again at 1.00 pm to pick him up and take him to nursery for the afternoon, before rushing back to work. The round trip takes me an hour and a half, and so I manage to get back for two hours at work before I have to leave again to pick Ethan up and come home. I could've taken the afternoons off as leave, I suppose, but I don't want to use all my leave for things like this.

I've also been feeling really unwell with what I think are problems with my liver - I'm getting inordinate amounts of pain that are very debilitating, almost to the point of paralysing me to the spot when it comes on. Yeah, I know I need to get it checked out, but getting through to our doctors' surgery to get an appointment is virtually impossible, and I'm like my Dad in that I generally prefer to be a martyr to the pain anyway. I did, however, go and see the emergency doctor on Monday night after an attack of excruciatingly severe pain - going was a complete waste of time, but she did give me a prescription for some Tramadol. Tramadol, in case you didn't know, is a very strong painkiller from the opiate group of drugs. Let's just say I feel like I've been hit by a very big truck. My word, you should have seen me at work yesterday, I felt almost comatose, yet I was running around like the Duracell bunny on acid - most bizarre (and it felt horrible too). I still feel knocked around, though I haven't taken any tablets since last night.

Basically, I just feel really blleeeeeurrrrrggghhhh at the moment. I hope it goes away, because I am desperate to get some quality scrapping done.